irritation

i am definitely frustrated with self, realizing that i regress more than i progress. i need more motivation and stimulation to keep moving forward!
i watched wicked this weekend. chin cha ho kua, tat lui man. gee chap goh koh.
and i had a splendid dinner last night - gazpacho with crab, maple and walnut coated duck, creme brulee and sangria at valanni . c'est delicious est pleasurable. i am definitely not worth all of this.