anger

while i was channel surfing the other day, i paused on channel 14, MTV, and watched the real world. my roommate walks in and says "i think you should be in the real world. you could be the angry asian."
and in too many ways, i am the angry asian. not angry because i'm asian but angry and asian, which i guess are two pecularities in america. i suppose america is just what the brochures depict it to be - shiny, happy, white people. but i'm angry because of this careless optimism. and i'm angry with republicans. all republicans. especially at messiah.