reflection

i think i do like being in america.
i am cool.

in other news, i didn't do anything today. i was at the grocery store with a platonic girl friend and i was browsing the aisles for food when i thought of cooking dinner for the both of us and maybe an extra person. and she said "yeah, that sounds great" so we buy pasta and spaghetti sauce and have celery and bleu cheese dip as our vegetables. for dessert, we had godiva ice-cream. we invited the third person, the resident director of the building i'm living in now but he said he was going to a friend's for dinner.
the point of this story is: do you think i'm leading this said girl friend on? am i making her think that i'm romantically interested in her? because someone told me i was sending her wrong signals. yeah i did invite her to a dance last semester but only because she told a friend she wanted me to ask her. and yeah we did cook a dinner together for some friends before, on my suggestion, but she was the one who really pushed for it. and yeah, we did spend a couple of days in boston and new york. you think i'm leaving her hanging? i don't think so.