i can't sleep, think or eat without thinking of this person. i am so infatuated, it's sick. but i just can't get it out of my mind! like i told lynette, it just is horrible when you have a tremendous crush/bordering on love and yet you can't tell the person, can't act on it.
been wanting to type this in since thursday but couldn't find the time, no thanks to the econs ct. anyway, on thursday, me and lanet were talking and then i was telling her that it was really hard for me to find someone i could really relate to and confide it. and you know what, she says everyone feels the same way! isn't that great? i'm not the only loser, you're one too!! well.....okay i'm still thinking about the person, hmm....sorry a bit of a lapse, what was i talking about? oh yeah,.....depression.
i'm a borderline case now, coursework's tomorrow and i dont have a single clue what i'm going to do for two whole periods. i pray with all my might that mrs chan suddenly has an uncontrollable urge to talk to the j2s about how our prelims are coming and how we should switch on our power. hmmm.....learned a new phrase this weekend: one kind of steady
eg of usage: wah his maths one kind of steady one ah, always power one.
anyway, that's about all for now. to my biggest crush of the moment, l LOVE YOU!!!! but i doubt you're reading this anyway.....but i really really care for you......good night.