nearing the end

here i am in grantham, where the buzzwords are "excited" and "scared." instead of partying it up like any other normal undergrad, we sat in the living room last night, reading. "we're such nerds, huh? done with college yet we're still reading."

"i know. i just want to stop but i can't," says hannah.

"'tis a bad habit," i reply.

we are truly truly geeky, no two ways about that.

one last post till the end. i'm spiralling into an abyss that is more scary than exciting.