tying knots

my final final is in fourteen hours time and i cannot say that i'm ready. but there's so many other things to do as well, such as pack my belongings, apply for UK visa and buy air tickets. and yet i've found time to read too many journal entries and even write one myself. die.
wee lee - efficient procrastinator?
for once, i wish i wasn't consumed with worry. for once, i want to be optimistic and discard the negative behavioural pattern traps that i fall into every so often. but i can't.