haven't done this in awhile because
1) i'm lazy
2) i'm busy
3) i didn't have the mood
4) i contradict myself all the time

i got the nus-asean scholarship. i am very tempted to just accept the offer, do a degree in maths and econs and just live a normal boring life in singapore. that way, everyone's happy right? parents get to keep their money, friends don't have to say goodbye and i don't have to face the risk of being unemployed for long periods of time. but i have to tell you that messiah is still top choice now and the only thing that can change my mind is ... well nothing's gonna change my mind. see, i contradict myself.

i'm heading to singapore in 8 hours time. while i'm there i will:
1) clear my stuff in aunt's place
2) settle hp bills
3) collect bloody a level certs
4) meet friends and yum cha singapore style
5) shop for tennis shoes and 30L back pack
6) i want to get tank tops, normal t-shirts but slightly smaller. i think they're good for clubbing, not that i'm a party animal. and i think they're good for wearing around in an american christian liberal arts college while i'm studying theatre and working my shifts as college janitor.
7) possible: may visit nus science fac place and just prove myself right, that nus sucks.

okay toodles. to those of you who've complained about me not blogging, here's the blog. and this stupid blogger keeps refreshing in the middle of my post. damn irritating.

read ephesians 6:4 ... prob the best verse in the bible.