i had a fantastic weekend.
first, let me tell you what happened. I went for a church camp, called an 'encounter'. it was a really really surreal experience, like you're in heaven for the weekend. well anyway, i encountered god over the weekend and he gave me a vision, at least i think he did.
we were all praying and i asked god to show himself to me, to be more real in my life. then someone came over to pray for me and then he told me to let go of my own visions and plans, and i thought that was really really true cause all this while, i've held on to the belief that one day i'll be a successful entrepreneur/financial executive, i'll graduate from one of the best business schools, prob Oxford haha.. but then once he told me to let go cause that isn't what god is planning for me. and then he prophecied on me and said that he could see me standing in front of a crowd and preaching god's word. and i saw it too......like i said it was surreal....
i think i've gotten rid of my demons.....like god has helped me to break my bondages and repent of sins, little sins that i didn't know i had.....and i feel like a different person after the encounter.
you might think i've lost my marbles but i truly believe it. anyway, i think god's calling for me is to be a missionary or a pastor. and if god says so, then so be it.
i think it's quite a relief for me too because i've been really troubled by schoolwork and computing especially. but then now that i've received this vision, it's as if god is saying to me that if i put god first and honour him, he will take care of the rest and crown me with his glory....:P.
just thought you might like to know.