i so hate oxford. just when i thought they wouldn't be calling me in for a written test, they email me and tell me to pay $60 odd bucks to sit for a test on the 12th of december. like hello....i'm going back on the 7th you know. and i'll be leaving for pangkor on the 12th...like what am i going to do? i would kill to get into oxford...but then again, killing isn't a bad thing. missing a trip i've been looking forward to for such a long time is. i hate you oxford.
econs s is in an hours time. i just can't bother studying anymore, all that indifference curves, islmbp shit. argh...someone give me something to do. actually i do have something to do, that is to print some stuff, but the com labs are filled with sec school kids in vj for some science camp and the com in the library isn't connected to the printer and was built by a neanderthal. so i'm using the imac, the super sleek and beautiful computer while the rest of the econs s class is busy mugging in the library. i can see them all from where i'm sitting and it's not a pretty sight.

it's the end of the As.....and what am i doing? i'm tying to mug.....just have not found the time to actually get down to doing it. the past 2 days have been so very fun, touching and exciting all at the same time. it's times like these that i really wish i wasn't leaving singapore, at least not so soon. i'm gonna miss life around here....no matter what i've said about this place.
well, so lance, after we got on the bus, which they were late for by an hour, we headed to balestier and had a nice BBQ, although i was purging the next day. and after the bbq, we all sat in a circle for about 4 hours and each person started talking about how much the other person meant to them, and how we're really going to miss each other. i thank god for my cell and for the notworks people, they've really made me feel very comfortable when i'm around them, bliss...i feel accepted.
so the next morning, we went swimming but we were dead beat so we didn't swim for long. someone's birthday is coming up. not someone you guys would know...just thought i'd put it in my blog since she's just next to me right now. hope she doesn't see it :).
what did you guys get from orchard that day? anything special? there was something that i wanted to say but i forgot already. oh yeah, i was going to comment that lynette thinks too much. there's just too much to read in her blog...
well off to AC Pigou and Mr Phelps now. someone send me their condolences.

sheesh i think i'm really screwed...according to nardev the know it all, we'd have to get close to full marks for all our mcq papers to get an A.....and looking at my *&^(*&ed up econs essays, i'd say i'd have to get....about 80 out of 40 .... not bad wee lee, not bad at all. physics is still yucky...like who cares what's the difference between potential, gravitational potential and gravitational potential energy...someone please enlighten me....and lyn....i'm still confused about waves and superposition...even harmonics :P
see you guys in school tomorrow. don't be late.

mrs liew just called me...spooky...something about spinning stories for my testimonial....well it better be a really good testimonial to make up for my not so good a level grades.

shucks, i really have to start studying in school tomorrow at the rate i'm going. just can't find a nice quiet place to study in the hostel and the computer's always screaming at me to use it. i'm serious.

looking for some good music to accompany me in my quest for omniscience. any suggestions? and no yan, i'm not downloading any hi5 songs.

two days to physics.....and half the syllabus to go..whoopee

oh and just in case pico comes back, yeah...just linked to your page cause it's interesting to know that other people in VJ blog. how'd you find out anyway?

i'm sorry.....blooper....when i said the twin towers, i meant the two towers....seriously ....i knew it...don't know why i typed it wrong. physics is screwy.

someone get me off this chair....just found the imesh program on this computer and started downloading a couple of songs from phantom planet. go check them out.... they're the best.

watched harry potter yesterday.....not too good....just like the first one really. can't wait for the twin towers to come out. went to jb yesterday after computing...couldn't stop thinking about not getting a single A for the As...irony ;P. anyway, i got a conditional offer from Warwick today which isn't too bad....cheered me up lots. yup lanet, no one's blogging....cause everyone's too busy moaning or gloating about how tough/easy the paper was.
time for some physics.

hey check this out . i'm wasting time in the com lab...not studying.....less than 72 hours to the first written paper.

just saw of the 'new' justin timberlake.
isn't one wacko jacko enough?

omigod..i just read that a taiwanese student died from a brain haemorrage from studying for 16 hours daily. i'm not going to study for the next 2 hours at least. sigh....

6 days to the first written paper...
funny. it seems like just yesterday when mrs liew was reminding us not to write on our timetables, and how we weren't really listening to her cause the As seemed so far away. oh well, time flies.
apparently the people at college board don't fancy my writing much. i got a friggin 620 for my sat II writing test. really disappointed....words cannot describe my grief at this point in time. i'm just not destined for university, that's all i guess. but yup, i just gotta focus on the friggin As and do well, and show the friggin college board how wrong they are. sorry for the rather strong language, friggin isn't normally part of my vocab. just need to inject some anger right now. really angry with myself.
nothing much is going on nowadays. my days are pretty routine. wake up at 7:30am, eat breakfast and read the papers till 8:30, then off to the study room to mug until lunch which is at 12pm. slack for an hour, study till dinner which is at 6pm, watch a canto drama on tv3 until 7, bathe and mug till 9 plus. and i still feel like i'm lagging behind. does anyone follow the 'armed reaction II' show? it's my saving grace for this really dreary period. right now i'm trying to remember if i've taken a bath today.....i guess i haven't. i itch. bye.