oh my god, i'm sitting here in the library com lab typing my entry on the latest imac, the one in the advertisement with the guy making funny faces at the com. but now it's starting to get screwy and i can't seem to get it to do what i want! think it's a hex gisc put on it so that meddling students such as myself wouldn't mess with it. but it's really cool. like it has a transparent casing for the screen and the keyboard and the mouse is funky. you guys should come check this out.

wow, i just visited my archives and what can i say, i'm impressed. that was one hell of a ride ( or write) haha.... pun intended. didn't know i was so expressive in my past life, i've mellowed...:P. two, yes TWO people commented yesterday that i've matured in my thinkging. i don't know what to make of that, is that good or bad? does it mean i was immature or that i've reached a level of maturity beyond my years.
my weekends have been really routine, can't help it and i've been compelled to mug more often nowadays. my life is so boring, i really hope it picks up after the As.
right now, i think i've set my mind on applying to columbia. NYU, UPenn and UVa. I'm so excited about the prospects of me living in New York City in less than a year. imagine that, lil ol kampong boy me living in the one of the largest most expensive cities in the world. that's if i make it to the states. arghh.....so many things bogging my mind down, like prelims and A levels!!!
nobody signs my guestbook anymore. is that cause no one new visits this page already? it's so pathetic. i hate school!!!!!
run along now, i'm about to break down in tears and you don't want to see a grown(matured) man cry.

i am sitting in front of the computer in topshop suntec.
feels funny blogging in a public place but what the heck? it's free.
by the way, coursework sucked big time. i spent the whole 2 periods trying to figure out the source code that they gave us but i can't even recall it now. so crappy. but econs test was surprisingly okay. i didn't study for it but i think i might be able to pull through. but i was crapping along the way. hopefully going for econs s classes actually paid off.
well, today i'm waiting for a friend. she's to leave for the UK in september and she's a really really caring and friendly person, i will really miss her. plus she's a role model to me. her parents are pastors and i guess they don't have the resources to send her overseas to study but still she did so well in all her exams that she was offered a scholarship to study in the UK. and she's really encouraging.....
okay that's about all
ciao

i can't sleep, think or eat without thinking of this person. i am so infatuated, it's sick. but i just can't get it out of my mind! like i told lynette, it just is horrible when you have a tremendous crush/bordering on love and yet you can't tell the person, can't act on it.
been wanting to type this in since thursday but couldn't find the time, no thanks to the econs ct. anyway, on thursday, me and lanet were talking and then i was telling her that it was really hard for me to find someone i could really relate to and confide it. and you know what, she says everyone feels the same way! isn't that great? i'm not the only loser, you're one too!! well.....okay i'm still thinking about the person, hmm....sorry a bit of a lapse, what was i talking about? oh yeah,.....depression.
i'm a borderline case now, coursework's tomorrow and i dont have a single clue what i'm going to do for two whole periods. i pray with all my might that mrs chan suddenly has an uncontrollable urge to talk to the j2s about how our prelims are coming and how we should switch on our power. hmmm.....learned a new phrase this weekend: one kind of steady
eg of usage: wah his maths one kind of steady one ah, always power one.
anyway, that's about all for now. to my biggest crush of the moment, l LOVE YOU!!!! but i doubt you're reading this anyway.....but i really really care for you......good night.

okay, slight hiccup with blogger today but everything's fine now thanks to lance. today was a really lethargic day. only three lessons today, actually one unless you consider gp and phys prac lessons, more like boring stuff. then we had then NE talk which was a total waste of time which was worth it cause i got to see eric get himself into hot soup. heard he got called up by the principal after the talk, poor dear. at least he's got gillian right?
anyway, something weird happened at phys prac today. there i was minding my own business waiting for rio and lance when suddenly mrs chan comes up to me cute and all going "weelee, what happened to your physics? " then she bursts into a "got girlfriend ah?", unless you've been taught by mrs chan, you wouldn't have realised the full impact of such a question. it was hilarious, repeat, hilarious. kay poh. but funny.
so that's my day for all you folks out there. how was yours?

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here goes another blog entry:
kinda tired of writing in my blog since i started writing in my personal journal. everything i wanna say is already put on good ol pen and paper. well, the only thing that's bothering me tonight is that tomorrow there's gonna be another session of coursework and i don't know whether the solution rio gave me is correct, or whether i can remember it. i feel so dumb. but of course i'm not laa....just in case any of you got the wrong idea.. hehe.
victorians, as in people from vj had a long weekend cause we had monday off woo hoo!! next time we should get ozzy osbourne to come for our college day. and i did no work as usual. okay mebbe i did do some econs but that's all. everyone thinks i'm a mugger just cause i always have these grand plans about how i'm going to mug the night away, then something good comes on tv. by the way, what are the macroecomic problems that singapore faces? it's the title for my econs s essay that i was supposed to do during the hols and is due on wednesday. i love econs, but then again, it's like beating around the bush all the time when the keynesians say this then the monetarists say that and don't get me started on the neo classicalists and neo monetarists. don't even know what they stand for.
i realized that after i changed the design for my blog, blogger helped me by deleting my archives. thanks blogger, just half a year's work of tirelessly typing flushed down the toilet.
trying to gain weight now. i look pretty scrawny and i plan to be buff by the end of the year. rio suggested that we go to bali at the end of the year after As and i'm all for it. just hope i have a super buff body to show or else i'm covering myself up the whole time. other plans for the period after As are:
backpacking across Malaysia, thinking of going to Koh Samui too
Melbourne, Australia
Cambodia!!
okay i think that's enough travelling. prob won't do it either. the problem with me is that i jsut fantasize and don't take action. well, will work on that, and if you happen to see me with a real deep tan next year, you'll know that i've succeded. ciao!

comfort food: peanut butter, straight up