i. back in KL
hello all, yes i'm back in KL and after much difficulty with my notebook, I finally managed to get it to work again, whoop whoop! i've been mugging lately but that's just my pretense for not going out with my parents. I do study, for half an hour, then i find other ways to amuse myself around my very amusing house. Now lest you think that I live on playboy mansion, i will put to rest your salivating device of mastication ( oh so that's where i could put that word in), i just watch tv, good ol plain fun. I watched the Senegal France match and am thoroughly disappointed that france lost. they let a criminal play on the senegal team, talk about integrity and honesty. hmpf!

ii. windows xp
yeah after much procrastination, i finally got xp installed on my com. its cool, its the second time i've tried installing it. the first time, i couldnt find my driver's cd so i couldnt work the modem but now, everything seems dandy.

iii. tomorrow
technically today, i'll be really pooped cause i've got so much to do. firstly, the deranged mr gi put up this super hard assignment on blackboard and wants it in by sunday midnight. he's always setting the deadline at midnight, its not like he camps in school and waits anxiously as our assignments come streaming in......then again......
and tomorrow i'm going out with some singaporean friends of mine who're in town. and at night, i'm going to port klang for a seafood dinner..yum.

iv. ciao
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have i ever mentioned that i think tobey maguire is really cute?

food for thought......
gossip fodder

i actually didn't intend to blog today but then i was jsut perusing through some blogs and then i read krit's blog about how she felt like she wanted to jump off a building cause of her grades.
baby, even if your grades are good, there'd still be reason to jump off the building. i must confide in you dear readers as i contemplate suicide very often of late. it's a worrying habit when your'e just lying there in the time you're waiting to fall asleep as if you're waiting for a bus to take you to a different planet. okay well anyway, i did fantastically well for my common tests this time. I've got a BBD and am well on my way to get a pretty good grade for computing...but still i think of suicide. i feel really lonely like i can't relate to most people and the people i cna relate to don't give a damn about me. i feel so rejected, used and betrayed. i 'm pretty bitchy. but that's my style....
well this feeling was enhanced like after my birthday when 50% of my 'friends' forgot it and those who remembered didn't really care. okay i'm thankful for a certain few namely emil who organized a surprise shindig for me and wrote me something pretty nice in the card but everyone else were blatantly expressionless. i know i know....its just a day......doesn't mean a thing..but it just speaks volumes about how much people appreciate me and how much i mean to other people. i know i told the people who were apologetic about forgeting my birthday that it was just a small matter ..and it is....but whatever...

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